| Tuesday, November 24th, 2009 |
| 7:44 am |
Really Cheesy
For me love isn't about sex. It's nice to have don't get me wrong, but I get a lot more out of love in other ways. When I am around someone I feel strongly for, I am empowered. As a passionate person this is highly import to me. Their voice, actions, and reactions to my own have a profound effect on me. So much so that I get euphoria. It's intoxication. It's fantastic. |
| Sunday, November 22nd, 2009 |
| 7:10 am |
Bored this morning
I decided to get restarted on Spirit Wolf's commission, which will be edited to a final draft later today and then try my hand again at a character sheet in anticipation of redoing Rexx Wolfe's. Below the cut are the results. ( Read more... ) |
| Thursday, November 19th, 2009 |
| 10:40 pm |
Another death at the University
Another life was claimed by the virus, and still the University is refusing to take measures. As of now we've had the news crews violate our privacy in the health center with cameras, including several other private areas on campus. The most we have are little hand sanitizer stations. This does not stop people from going around sick and hacking up lungs in class rooms. That's how I got it 3 weeks in. What's worse is that everyone I see is getting sick again. I don't wanna relapse of that crud, it was debilitating enough the first time. The department has regarded it as an epidemic and has asked we not enforce asking for sick notes/doctor's notes to be produced for attendance. The University hasn't made a statement yet that I know of, and I am currently looking into the new flu kits that the parents are generously providing. Not the school. |
| Monday, November 16th, 2009 |
| 9:38 pm |
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| 9:44 am |
Cabin fever
I just wanna go outside and enjoy walking and exercise. I guess I've just been couped up for too long. |
| Friday, November 13th, 2009 |
| 12:47 am |
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| Thursday, November 12th, 2009 |
| 6:14 am |
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| Monday, November 9th, 2009 |
| 1:16 am |
Super Mario Bros. Anime Movie
Yes, it is as awful as it sounds. Bowser has transformation powers and is voiced by a woman. Peach: That's Bowser. He's a bad guy. |
| Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 |
| 10:26 am |
I hate this so much
Only when I am lacking the time fully, do I decide to draw. And what do I draw?  Things other people talk about. |
| Wednesday, October 28th, 2009 |
| 8:10 am |
Writer's Block: Nature or nurture
I think environment does play a major role in a person's temperament. Over the years even a very mild person can become aggressive and quick to anger despite their nature in order to deal with the consequences of life. My parents have nasty tempers, and I know I inherited this from them. There is no escaping certain things setting me off. The environments that primarily shape a person is the home and school. It's simple to see that stress, and entrapment can lead person to change drastically faced with altering decisions of people will constantly see day in and day out, with no control over the choice of seeing them. If you don't like your parents your out of luck, but if you don't like where you are for a majority of your time awake and learning to function in society, then it's pretty much over and done with. School is the place where you learn to trust and deal with people who aren't biased towards in some obvious way. I'll admit brain chemistry is the base nature, and it's what people default too. This can change with time and influence. |
| Monday, October 26th, 2009 |
| 12:26 pm |
Ugh
Well today in the crowded unventilated classroom, I sat next to the guy I like again as it was the only available seat. Afterwards he told me I was a sweater. I checked my pits and saw nothing. Apparently it's going to be a new criticism everyday. Well, gonna clean the room up now that laundry is done. I'll have to hit the bathrooms too as well as the kitchen since none of them see fit to clean up after themselves. Just having someone say that to me makes me feel unhygienic. Even after daily showers and deodorant, I may just need some cologne. Honestly it feels like he said, "You smell." Crush or not. Next time the dude has something like that to say I'm just gonna tell him to fuck off. |
| 6:22 am |
Writer's Block: Forgive and forget?
I forgive people once, and after that they just push it. I tend not to dole out second chances too often either, as it just encourages people to push me further. When I do forgive I completely forget the transgression, until it arises again. Then it is kept in mind. I've been on bad terms with someone now for ten full years. They've wasted three full chances, and I have never given someone as many chances as he had. He obviously didn't want a friendship, just someone to push around when he was low. There can be no trust in a relationship like that. Anything said beyond this point is just blowing smoke. |
| Friday, October 23rd, 2009 |
| 3:08 am |
Picked myself up
Starting again. The stress was just overwhelming the last two days. Time to get back into the groove. I got some candy. It helped. |
| Wednesday, October 14th, 2009 |
| 5:06 am |
Huh?
After analyzing the situation and making a complex bridge system involving a laptop, and other perferials that failed in the end the problem solved itself? The college apparently forwarded the correct port. Why, I don't know. It works now, and I am thankful. |
| 12:36 am |
Update
They recorded it as port 1000.100.19 after my call and said that port isn't blocked. How can a person who doesn't know what a number is, be in technical support? I mentioned no decimals. I will try again tomorrow, but if I cannot get a person in the flesh I will have to make the most of it and use the fall break to study and get future homework done. What a waste =3 I still find it ironic I took all this time devoted to my studies and just to find out when I can play in a limited fashion I have no choice in the matter. I've scouted out wifi places around campus, and they are all connected to loboweb, the campus provider. In addition, the nearest airport which could support this, is unfortunately a good distance away. I need something to unwind. I hope I find whatever it is tomorrow. |
| Tuesday, October 13th, 2009 |
| 3:02 pm |
Battle.net Merger Drama
Apparently port TCP 1119 needs to be forwarded in order for me to connect to WoW. I cannot access the game at all. I cannot even log on. I took time off from the game for two weeks to focus on my studies and now that midterms are over and fall break is here I cannot raid, let alone do dailies. Please excuse me, as I have just asked for the port to be forwarded. I am not the only one on campus asking this, and a representative from the college will be calling blizzard to address the issue. This will take time. Possibly the full month till it becomes mandatory. Because I did it day one, I am unfortunately just going to have to wait to play. That is what I get for being atentative and concentrating on my studies. Should the representative not agree or compromise with our college network administrator my WoWing days will be over. I cannot go to the airport each time I wanna play. Even if it is just 10 miles away. I'll have to spend my fall break some other way. At least I am healthy and my tests went fairly well, I feel. Sigh =D |
| Thursday, October 8th, 2009 |
| 3:57 pm |
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| Wednesday, October 7th, 2009 |
| 12:13 pm |
Test tomorrow
While the big Real analysis test is tomorrow, and both the instructor and aid have told me not to worry I just can't see myself doing well. I've done well enough on the homeworks, but the partial credit just urks me. As for studying after I got over the flu I started to prove and memorize some of the simpler proofs. I'll be going over those again tonight and rewriting some things. The topology professor comes back tomorrow, so that HW is due as well. Also this is our only chance to ask questions before the topology test which is on Tuesday the 13th. So after the professor has been out for 2 weeks he will have a test, and he will most likely have a double session the day of the real test to make up towards the classes. Nice. I also woke up late today. Thankfully the professor with class on M/W/F is out this week for a conference himself. Time to get on track. |
| Saturday, October 3rd, 2009 |
| 10:53 pm |
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| 2:52 am |
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